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| HIHI long time didnt come here, was busy at many things.... please help me boost the hit rate on my website: www.lekac.com THx thx lah~~~ | | |
| Finals are over!!!! Pressures over!!!
Time to work work work!!! | | |
| Last Last exam lah!!!!
Its on Quantum mechanic again.
is it a coincidence or on purpose that everytime i m gonna have an exam on this course, i would write a new entry. i have already done four exams. altho i have so much time to study, i m too sick of keeping myself in the study mode for any longer.
i did try my best to do better in the previous two semesters, juss for my will to get the first portion of scholarship. financially, i do need that for helping out my living expenses for the later years since my mom has already gone back. personally, i attempt to verify that my ability could reach that goal.
However, my plan might be interruped cuz of the QM. i have been struggling so hard for quite a while.
Anyways. Good luck to everyone! | | |
| i knew that day was gonna come when i first got to Canada, in which my mom will leave me and go back! i have been living together wid my mom for my whole life, altho its the time that i should stand up and take care of myself, i feel so sad about the fact that no ones gonna be at home anymore when i m off from school or work everyday. ppl might think that it might be a good thing cuz i will then gain lot more freedom. however, as that day comes closer and closer, i do realize that i am going to miss my mom very much!! from then on, i dun have to go grocery shopping wid her, i dun have to call to different places for information for her, i dun have to translate stuffs for her, but the price i have to pay is, i dun have her taking care of me when i m sick, or busy at school or work. the most important part is, i will be alone...anyways. i wish my mom would have a very very wonderful life, and do wutever she wants in the later time. | | |
| I was studying so hard this two nites on QM.....Quantum Mechanic...since i m having the first midterm on it in couple of hours. i was so confused and overwhelmed by the abstract concepts in the beginning, altho the teacher already mentioned that "if u guys are frustrated, dun be discouraged, because even the person who invented those theories would confuse himself occassionally." none sense none sense, it talks about sth will exist in the location that they are not supposed to, i mean not even possible to. then why the hell they are there~~something should not be there, but there, it really brings up a doubt on the "should not" . maybe theres no absolute "should not" in the world. maybe i juss have to simply accept the fact and save some time of having these stupid thoughts~ maybe someone did sth that they "should not" do, is it really "should not"? maybe juss accept it as the QM theories~~i dunno wut the hell i m trying to say, i only know that i m so depressed, i m having 3 exams, 1 lab report, one assignment on java which normally cost me 20 hours, 1 QM assignment, and "unexpectedly", an exam for the concentration in my program which i have to spend time in studying it. THATS NOT THE LIFE I WANT...i swear, next semester, i will be slack offfffff....NO MORE PRESSURE ON DOING MY BEST, only aiming for an ok grade!!! and spend more time on the stuffs other that studying....
oh i forgot to mention the happiest thing in these two weeks. i went to ski trip for my first time wid my dear RGIS family, and also its ah ding's first time. altho we were not playing so well, it was so so fun and somehow luring me back again in the later time!!! the winter in montreal is so terrible, but why shouldnt i start enjoying the activities which only take place during this period of the year!!!
good luck to everyone. post is sorta too long. but maybe its a release from my stress... | | |
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